“Since childhood I have been loyal to my parents. My father died some years ago and I don’t want to get separated from my mother now. I have even tried to kill myself many times out of fear that my mother will die. The last 10 years have affected my work a lot. I can’t even fix a drip set to a patient,” he says.
Over the last 10 years, he has consumed Cannabis, Diazepam, Corex, Alprax and Aspirin, “I love to be in a state where I forget everything, where I don’t have to think about my family, what will happen to me when my mother will die. In that state, I feel closer to God. I don’t know why but I love to be closer to my death.” Lateef even consumed pesticides a number of times but timely intervention by his family and doctors saved him. Lateef has now decided to lead a normal life and enrolled himself at the de-addiction centre. He was admitted to the centre in 2008 by his family but he started taking drugs again.
There are two government-run de-addiction centers in Kashmir valley. One is in Srinagar’s Police Control Room (PCR) and the other was recently established at SMHS hospital. To tackle the swelling number of substance abuse cases, a de-addiction cum rehabilitation centre “Rahat” was started at Gousia Hospital in Khanyar, Srinagar, which has treated 8853 patients for drug abuse so far. more